I want to go home.Help me.I want to go home.
I live in a place that is not my home. This place… will never be home. I really don’t know why I’m here as it is becoming clearer with every day that goes by that I do not belong. It’s as if I’ve been imprisoned, given a year’s sentence for a crime I remain unaware of. I hate the thought of coming back to this place every night, but where else can I go? At home, my real home, they tell me “just hang in there. It’s only until next summer.” But if things keep going down the path they’ve started on, my sanity may not be the only thing at stake. Summer is still half a year off, but as it is, half a year may well be half a ce
Dance of the Sun and MoonAs dawn approaches The painted curtain opens with glorious color To announce the coming of the Sun His rays break through the painted skyDance of the Sun and Moon
To an audience of only a few As most of the world is still under the sway Of the gentle lullaby of the Moon and Stars
It won’t be long though Before the night’s music ends Marking the beginning of day: Now the sun will make clear his brightness The heat from his arms ever reminding us
Of his undeniable glory.
So the show goes until he grows tired Now the Sun will take a bow But before the curtains close
If only for a MomentI stepped outside tonight to take a look at the stars but what I saw instead was only starless skyIf only for a Moment
No stars glimmered in the darkness tonight no moon shone with borrowed light
At first I took this as a sign of hope a fading hope for a fading world the future of this world, as it seemed to me, was becoming as black as the sky above
This world is racked plagues of all sorts with wars and disease and overall death At least that's all we hear about these days: an increasingly despairing future
But as I stood on my porch pond
My demonsWhat is happening to me? I hear voices… Thoughts in my head Confusing, unstable, troubling thoughts Screaming at me without relent Taunting me without remorse I press my hands against my ears Desperate to keep the voices out Knowing that they’re already inMy demons
These thought push me Push me to my breaking point
As they pull me apart
Layer by layer from the inside out They hiss and cackle from behind my ribs Stealing the very air from my lungs until I want to fall
Into unconsciousness so they’ll just go away At least for now
But th
Happy Happy Joy Joy!!
--
--to live my life fully and wholly to bring him glory--
--
--to live my life fully and wholly to bring him glory--
--
Who is John Galt?
--
I try to take care of myself…ok I’m drinking and smoking, but look I’m also eating a cough sweet
400 pageviews! That is so awesome! i feel special and loved
--
"Nothing would ever change if rules were never broken."
Previous Page1234Next Page